NO TIME IS THE RIGHT TIME
A shift has occurred. How or why... I don't know. All I
know is that things are different now. Time no longer seems
important. All that exists is NOW.
Strange, but ever since the Solstice (Dec. 21, 2010) my life has
settled down into something unusual, peaceful and different. I
can't say it really had anything to do with the Solstice or the
lunar eclipse that took place that night... nor the one that took
place on Jan. 4.
But there has definitely been a shift. After weeks -- even months -- of dragging my feet and feeling as though time was sweeping me off my feet, all of a sudden I don't care what day it is or even what time. It all seems to flow together into one, moment-less continuum. It's wonderful.
Just weeks ago I was concerned with my financial affairs, scared about the future, worried about things that I really could do nothing about. All of a sudden it's all okay. I am not bothered by any of that. Is this what is feels like when one makes his or her transition? Have I entered into some other dimension?
The people in my life are still here. I still see them, talk to them, care about them as much as before. But there's this protective blanket around me that is invisible, yet I can feel it, strengthening me and wrapping me in a love that is indescribable. I just know everything is in divine order and I have no worries. I thank God for everything and I have no complaints whatsoever.
Even my dreams at night have been different. They've become more vivid, more symbolic, and they stay in my memory instead of disintegrating into etheric cobwebs when I open my eyes to greet the light of the day. I find myself looking forward to night time when I'm snuggled under the covers and can drift off into that "other world."
Projects occupy my days. I have an abundance of work right now, for which I am grateful. The learning center is starting to buzz with activity and my enthusiasm, which had almost dwindled, has been refreshed. My relationship has settled into something comfortable and enjoyable, and I know it will always be exciting and spontaneous. I no longer worry about securing the love of another. It is enough that I love unconditionally... and that especially goes for myself.
I am not worried about producing the next book by a certain time. Sonata Summer, my romantic suspense novel based in Aspen, will get published whenever it is ready. No time is the right time for now. And any time is just as good as no time.
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